happy birthday, lynette (:

BAH! i've made it! 1 more minute before im officially 17, baby! how egg-citing pls!

oh man oh man! i swear i have the best bunch of friends around me. like BIG TIME HOKAY!

thanks to marcus for his swarovski violin crystal, and jannie, carissa, junhong, weechew, kahjun, clinton, pseng, zhirong & mathew for the build-a-bear BEAR & the wonderful bbq! *will post it up tmr, i think* and and william for the rwc rugby ball! (: and and and elana, minling, cynthia & steph for GILBERT! (: and and and and parents for charles&keith's heels & necklace!!

& sylvia for her once-again voice message *nyahahaha
& people who smsed me in the early morning!
& people who left their wishes at friendster!
& people who tagged!

youknow youknow! weechew & pseng together with junhong prepared the entire bbq without jannie & my help!? OH MAN! touching pls! and they food turned out to be wonderful! with the cooking skills of the superman mathew, i think that was the only bbq which i ate like loads. loved the corn & fishy!

ahh, and the cold treatment, they poured freezing cold water on me. like a whole bucket. that costs 6 bucks, i meant the bucket.

met up with millions of people to celebrate birthday! made so many wishes! some remained constant, whereas some differ with different people (duh)

OKAY! i gotta play with my gilberts! :D :D :D!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHE R MAN! :D love potteh.

ps, im older than you! :D

love<3

thanks to marcus for the above advanced birthday present. love it tonnes hokay!? haha.

oh man, i felt so loved today! im serious! went to school with arif today, met him at the bus stop. and we did the usual stuff of irritating one another.

and then marcus surprised me with this crystal present.

econs was surpsringly happy at the start. but it kinda suck a lil at the end. i felt super horrible la. and i almost bawl my eyes out i tell ya. when arif came over to ask about the paper, i was stomping infront of him and then proceeded to bang the shutter. -.-

i have some issues here. HAHA, i sound like marcus dont i!?

splurged on some unnecessities like ice pop, chocs. wtf.

im glad i met up with wifey, husband, clint, car and bird just now! love them tonnes.

shit, everyone is making me love them like alot!

the bird flew and i thought someone was throwing a banana skin

as you can conclude from the the above title, this entry would probably make no sense, AGAIN.. and minling's gonna tell me how randomly funny my entries are till she laughs to herself. bleedy stalker! LOL. nve mao!

made friends with fa-der. 'thou shalt not divulge too much' HAHAHA!

i decided to blog because i felt that i could get stuff in my head way more easier, (i think). blog about the stuff that is. and also, to let the memory-already-low brain of mine to settle down and absorb everything, afterall, i have the whole night to myself (that is provided my mom doesn't come in and ask me to get my ass off my chair and on the bed to sleep.)

therefore, another senseless entry. (: below are gonna be econs notes. you may leave, LOL.

-m-

ldru

large eos - lower px - higher output
discriminate - lower y grp people benefits
r&d - prevent cd - more quality products/variety - strengthens bte - benefits crs
avoid unnecessary duplication - prevents wastage of mat/resources/ lowers ac

dm

higher px - lower op - (compare to pc)
inefficiency - allocative - mc=mr p>mc (diag)
x-ineffiencent - complacency

oh man, i love ms jiang okay, and im damn hungry. im surviving like on 2 bucks per day, woohoo!

i want to be thin. haha

i want to be thin. okay, laugh people. i want to be less than 50kg. and im currently 55kg. i've put on more weight now and im hating every inch of it.

and im so glad i didnt eat much yesterday! i didnt eat lunch or dinner! i shall do the same today too.

went with the rugby boys & girls to mac as they wanted to eat! james wong was like trying to tempt me with some burger and ryan, who sat beside me ate 2 burgers! everyone was like eating burgers. and and VIC retold everybody at the table about me being full after drinking a few sips of bubble tea. and and and stupid boon was like talking about me eating half a slice of bread at hk cafe. HAHAHHAAHAH. i never knew you people would actually rememebr all those stuff. like seriously. LOL.

bahh. enough. (:

yesterday, was the last day of the partnership between me and arif of being bus partners. oh man): HAHAHA. due to traffic duty, i hafta be in school super early and arif is super early too! so we meet on 854. we'll always chat a little before dozing off. although it kinda seems we're always irritating one another on the bus. BWAHAHAHA. and he'll always be the one waking me up! i think if he doesn't wake me up, i would have doze off and went to HQ NCC alr.

BUT HE SAYS IT'S OKAY. WE STILL CAN GO HOME TOGETHER. yes! i still can like irritate him. MUAHAHA. patrick.

yay, i just heard my heart cracked. ouch. pain pain pls.

and if you were to spread the fake rumors around & it somehow affects the friendship between me & him, i'll screw you. i swear. although i know that the whole school will know about it, soon.

orange vests & yellow (stinky *coughs) gloves

traffic duty has been funnnnnnnn :D although asli and i look kinda retarded. but oh well. i think it's fun! i wouldn't mind doing it long term if i didnt stay THAT far from SR.

i've been muggin! I LIKE~! i don't know what i did to my room, but i shifted a couple of stuff and now, it's more conducive. i can studyyyyyyyyy!

zomgzxszx. LOL. im feeling kinda hyper now! probably because it hurts so much.

tsk tsk okay. although i know i shouldn't be feeling this way. its wrong.

shit i hate it when stm comes in. & i hate it when you come in the picture too.

what's happening to me huh?

okay, i'm weird.

i used to love having spikes on my hair. like i'l cut'em short on the top so it'll be spikey and i can style it. and so, i did it again. i went to cut my hair, short at the top. (:

to my surprise, i don't like it. as we're speaking, im touching my hair at every possible chance. it looks the same like how it looks after every haircut. spikey at the top and yadayada. but i don't know why i dont like it now. this is so saddening. i think im gonna clip up my hair tmr.

hmm.

there was once i cut my hair real short and my mom thought i looked like a guy. but i like the short and light feeling. and now, my hair's shoulder length. and i like it too. i think im becoming more & more feminine. HAHAHAHA. okay, shut up.

thank God hair can grow, like seriously. hah.

omg, i just realised, im getting more and more vain.. tsk tsk.

and i think it's because in secondary school, the presence of guys are like more so when you hang out with them with a few girls, apparently you'll tend to be influence and be more.. umm.. what's that word? oh yeah, more boyish. you won't really care about your appearance and whatever shit. i didnt even bother to tuck it shirt in secondary school.

but now, *coughs, as you enter srjc, okay, in general, jc, the presence of guys in the arts fac seems to be lesser. and therefore, you mix with more girls and the girls you mix with usually come from girls school. so they're either super girly or super boyish. well apparently, there isnt much boyish girls in my class, okay, actually there's none. and there, you'll become girly.

and the characteristics of being girly would be like, vain? haha stereotypes. now, i still don't tuck in my shirt, i use draw strings, cos it looks better. ):

shouldnt it be the opposite? like more guys, which means you have to act girly. so that they'll like you? and more girls, which probably meant that you have to act extra girly and flirt with the guys?

well, not in my case, i suppose.

and why am i typing all these? no sense. HAH

i think this blog needs some pictures

argh

i wanted to do the drastic decision today. but the irritating, stupid, shitty, crappy, disgusting econs alive prevented me from doing so.

and it has perfectly ruin my day to study. because i was online the entire time, waiting for stupid craps to send me the stupid outlines they've done so i can stupidly forward it to the other ppt designers in order for us to complete the whole stupid thing on a stupid monday.

there.

BUT! , i hate buts. BUT!!!

only 2 send me. the others. i dont know. tsunami attacked their house? or maybe their dog ate up their computer.

shitshit shit. i have to stop being so frustrated over such stupid stuff. why should i even bother when the other crappy people don't even care?! asshats. *roll eyes

i should have been happy today! william sent me an application that allows me to watch RWC (how cool is that!?) on the net. (((: so nice!

BUT!, i swear i hate buts. BUT!!!

MY COMP BLOCKS THAT APPLICATION AND I STUPIDLY DONT KNOW HOW TO UNBLOCK IT!!

CAN YOU FEEL MY DESPERATION!?

THATS IT. i want to get out and study. TMR. argh.

friday's aren't supposed to be like this.

im feeling like this today. i think i woke up at the wrong side of the bed today. that's why everything went terribly wrong wrong & more wrong. ):

i was supposed to be in school by 7am to see traffic duty. but i effing woke up at 610am, despite setting my effing alarm clock at 530am. can you imagine how effing pissed i was when i woke up?! and dont even make me talk about yesterday, i was practically LATE for school! when i reached there, PLEDGE TAKING & NATIONAL ANTHEM WERE OVER. FREAKING OVER.

O-V-E-R! AND I WAS MARKED DOWN. #$%!^&*(!!!!!

ARGH. and and to continue the bad day today. i entered the LT with a freaking pissed off look(yes, i know, classmates..) and marcus, spoke to me about me. he asked me what was wrong. and i simply replied, "Im pissed with myself. and im currently having a problem with myself."

WTF? i mean, although it's the truth, i still can't believe i said that to him. and the horrors of all horrors, cynthia turned and probed further. it's not that i don't want to talk about these, but more of, i don't know how to put all this to words.

well, marcus, being marcus, offered to counsel me. -.- so sweet of him. i smiled though. because i felt that if i were to say anything, he might just holler at me for doubting his proffession again. haha. no la, kidding. i was just at loss for words.

the art paper i had to do sucked as well. i couldnt focus due to the overwhelming emotions that were having a hurricane within myself. and my partner, ter, was sneezing her head off. her friend, who's nice, came to talk to us. somehow, we came to the topic on hair.

friend: my hair is so short. i want to keep my fringe longer.
me: then why did you cut it in the first place? or did you shave? (he's a
guy)
friend: WHAT!? NO!? i don't shave my hair!
me: oh, then you cut them?
friend: no. i use the.. the.. the.. *trying hard to find a suitable
word*
me: *stare* shaver?
friend: yeah! that to shave my hair!

me & ter & friend: *we burst out laughing*

if you don't get it. please pray.

after art, had some stupid fun in the SAC and then i joined vic and brig with some guys for rugby. it felt good to be on the field again. but this time, without boots (cos it was kinda impromptu), didn't dare to run too fast cos i was afraid i would fall and i wasn't intending to change, still having problems with myself. the games were good. but i suck. period. I SUCK (:

i went home, and i think i got possessed. i went to cut a little of my hair. MAD. I TELL YOU. MAD. although there isn't much difference, but knowing that i DID cut my fringe, and it somehow looks different after bath makes me feel sooooooooooooooooo irritated until i might just decide to clip up my entire hair the next week.

i had the intention of cutting my hair really short, although knowing the fact that people will think otherwise, which is NOT true. hello, short hair doesn't mean lesbian okay. sickos. but weechew said he will NOT talk to me if my hair goes short. and i don't think i can live without weechew not talking to me. cos if so, no one will sing the witchdoctor song with me anymore. )= ohoh. and mathew won't talk to me also. that is if i were to cut my hair. TSK.

therefore, im not cutting. shall go for a diff style then (:

or rather, i shall wear the HAIRNET.

i think im like a walking zombie. because, like seriously, i can't see the point of existence. the reason. and the hurricane of overwhelming emotions are causing me to feel immense pain, to the extent of not feeling anything more.

now i shall hug my bolster and bawl my eyes out.

i really should stop thinking like this, really.

AND I EFFING WANNA WATCH RWC BUT I DONT HAVE STARHUB.
NOW, IM AFRAID SOMEONE WILL TELL THAT CHANNEL 5 IS ALSO TELECASTING THAT.

the marathon-runner-nose

my body couldn't take the late nights anymore and so, it switched off.

okay la. not that bad. HEH. got flu & a 2 days mc for that. but i used only 1 day. stupid or stupid?

i got rather pissed when i heard this song on this particular person's blog. i know i shouldnt be pissed, but i am. ): maybe..

okay. mooncake festival is coming!!

i have a sexy voice now.

im feeling kinda random. oh shucks.

2Nd post in a day! could make up for the past 5 days of disappearing act done by yours truly. the previous post was posted for the sake of posting. however, this, shall (i hope) make some sense. let's just hope.

life's boring. i need some excitement in school. besides the conflict in my class, which isn't too exciting because i don't like to feel excited over being not bonded, there isn't much hype going on. oh yes there is, promos. *rolls eyes*

judging is scary.
judging is something most of us would like to avoid, but we can't. in both ways, judging and being judged.

im having a zit break-out. suck. oh shit, why did i side track? oh yes.

the effing short holidays are coming to an end in 3hrs time. school starts in 10 hours time.

i'm like losing the 'feel' to blog. probably due to the mundane jc life im leading. i refuse to blog like:

"*i woke up at 10am today than slacked awhile, watched abit of tv. than i
went to library to study. at the library, i ordered capuccino and cheese cake
and that costs about 10 bucks. wah, dont know why, woke up at 10 and paid 10
dollars. than i studied social studies, like chapters 1-10. all in 1 shot. so
sian. and after that i went to ntuc to buy toilet paper cos my house no more.
than i went home straight after that. had dinner. wah. my maid's cooking
improved! no more stoned chicken. had curry with potatoes, mushroom soup, rice,
beancurd and sprouts. after that i watch tv then i went to sleep about 1130pm
lor. "

i refuse to. i almost fell asleep while typing that. im not being a critic by saying that the above is the wrong way to blog. i don't mean that way. but it's just that, it's my taste and preferances. i don't like to blog that way.

oh yes, did i mention that jc life spoils/literally ruins your handwriting? lecturers flashes notes on the visualizers as if the were playing 21 points. so damn fast. asshats. HAHA.

OKAY.i could actually forgot to click 'post'

argh irritating irritating!

what title.

went to jannie's house to bake cookies! and we ended up making chicken chop, mashed potatoes, cookies, egg mayo, soup, coleslaw and what more for dinner! we hen invited the guys over to join us for dinner cos we reckoned that we couldnt finish everything. HAH

my mom's always saying that i can't get married cos i can't do chores. well, i cooked! and i laundried.

actually, as a matter of fact, it whether i want or not.

jannie said that after the cooking lesson at her house yesterday, we can all go get married!

HAH! and to think mathew said our food wouldn't be nice! who ate so many pieces of chicken chop huH!

okay, as you can see, i think I'm typing senselessly. cos there's no link

i feel like ice skating out of sudden.

OKAY.

im a procrastinator. shucks HAHA.

CRAP.

you can put the blame on me now..

i'm crazy.

crazy over mcfly.

now i have to save more money in order to buy their cd's. i know i know, you guys might probably think "who the hell buys cd's nowadays? download it!"

but still, i prefer cd's. don't ask. haha. i don't know why, but im feeling rather high right now. :D but still, am gonna touch on the topic on how people judge people.

well, i don't know about you guys, but how do people judge people? for me, it's more of like hearing stories of that certain person and then proceed to judge him/her. i know it's bad. and that's why before concluding any idea of that person, it'll confirm come from first hand experience. heh. ;x i meant the final say.

however, nobody can change or remove that preconceived idea of someone from you. therefore, we should give that someone a chance. like not judging them from what people say, but hear what they have to say and than go experience it yourself.

i know, it sounds as if you're setting yourself to fire, sending yourself to the lion's den yada yada. but no pain no gain right? what if that person(whom people had bad impressions of) is a super nice friend that just happened to be misunderstood? what about the innocence of that person? and the guilt and unknown shame he has to bear unknowingly? i dont know.

but judging people is bad, i guess. i really dont know. i think it depends on the circuimstance, more of. heh and the aftermath/consequence.

oh, i miss touch rugby. heh.

okay i feel like shouting now. like reallly loud? haha. rah.

cos zicko did it and i saw my name and he stated 'anybody', thats why. (:

BEFORE ANYTHING, I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE THE SONG 'FAR AWAY' TO SIRHAN and KARHUAI. (preferably without the spacing,)

TO SIRHAN BECAUSE THE TITLE MEANS SOMETHING.
TO GEORGE SO THAT HE & I WILL HAVE SOMETHING TO LAUGH AND TEASE AT SIRHAN.

YAY.

the list isnt really in order. just who i thought of next when i type the first name in. and who am i chatting with.. yada yada.

1. sirhan
2. george
3. ashley
4. william
5. james
6. elana
7. yingjun
8. siewteng
9. renhui
10. weiliang

who is N0.6 having a relationship with?
[elana] she's my jiemui. currently in love with jaychou's 'feng'. LOL

Is No. 9 a female or male?
[renhui] male male male!

If No. 7 and 10 together ,will it be a good thing?
[yingjun& weiliang] ahhh. no. weiliang would suffer. and yingjun would just die. HAHA

How about No. 8 and 5?
[siewteng & jamestan] should consider! but they dont talk ):

What is No. 2 studying about?
[george] science fac guy. heh!

when was the last time you chat with No.3?
[ashley] FRIDAY!

what kind of music band does No.8 likes?
[siewteng] EMO SAPPY LOVE SONGS. HAHA

No.1 has any siblings?
[sirhan] yeah. younger sister.

will you woo No. 3?
[ashley] i bet she'll laugh like mad. she's my one&only! HAHAHA. kidding(: no. she's so obsessed with her * * * * *. HAHA

How about No.7?
[yingjun] she's my mom!

Is No. 4 single?
[william] um yea. i think. haha

What's the sirname of No 5?
[james]. well, tan, i think. yala. tan

What's the name of No. 10?
GAN WEI LIANG

What's the hobby of No. 4?
[william] um rugby?! haha.

Do No 5 and 9 get along well?
[james&renhui] they dont knwo each other!

Where is No 2 studying at?
[george] St Andrews Junior College

Talk something casually about No 1
[sirhan] ''rainborific-ally" in love with ahem. always 'kaysiao-ing' and hungry

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
SIEWTENG! hahaa! dont have. im straight!

Where does N0.9 live at?
[renhui] woodlands & tampines. HE SIAO.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
[james&sirhan] they dont know each other. but they play the same game (:

Does No.7 like No.2?
[george&yingjun] they dont know each other! moreover, one's married and one's OFFICALLY married.

How do you get to know N0. 2?
[george] woah. long story. he said he knew me in camp feast(sec 2), but i knew him only in ophir(sec3). did you see the correct me!? i cut hair leh!

Does No. 1 have any pets?
[sirhan] umm. no.

Is No. 6 the sexiest person in the world?
[elana] DUH. my jiemui pls. HAHA


1.A random guy/girl comes up to you and says 'hey babe' you say:
*smiles* and tell my friend "eh, he call you"

2.What was the last thing you put into your mouth?
KWAY TIAO

3.what does your last received text msg says?:
by jannie "Okay wife.confirm tmr meet and bedok inter and 530. =) and oh.i'll be bringing a bigger bag,so can u help my bring my stuffs? Thanks yah. =)"

4.The last song u listened to?
Crazy in love

5.What's irritating you this moment?
nothing

6.where is the rest of your family right now?
dad's in mom's out

7.what did you do ytd?
went out with sirhan and george(:

8.pick a scar on your body,how'd you get it?
knee. rugby.

9.what do you want to do when you get out of college?
DO WHAT I HAVENT DONE

10.How old is your mum?
umm. lemme count

11.are you signed onto msn.
yeah baby.

14.who's your most religious friend?
huh. elana i think lol

15.If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
i like my name!

16.what's the best compliment someone had given u?
I cant rmber la! oh they say they love me. ah thats the best (:

17.What u hate most about your school.?
the uniform hahaha

18.miss someone?
now? not really. heh

19.last time u took a plane?
Dec 2005

20.How many times u log into myspace?
no space

21.last profile u went to?
carissa

22.whats the first thing you would do with five million bucks?
shall see when i get it

23.do you like this survey so far?
im yawning

24.who's the 4th person on your featured friends,and why?
lazy. haha

25.how would you react if number 3,6 and 8 of ur top friends suddenly hates you.?
:(((. ashley siewteng and elana. oh man. i've lost everything. okay. at least 20%! ill cry. but hafta see on what circumstance.

26.next thing you'll spend money on?
ahhh refer to the materilistic wants

27.what's one toy you rmb having in the 90s?
you know, the balloon like glue liddat than have to put on the small straw and blow?

28.If you had a son what would you name him.?
haven't thought about it eh. hahaha

29. Look through the nearest window. What do you see?
carpark, trees and blocks

30.Which of your friends do you argue with most?
marcus. hahah! but i love him still

31.What's your dream job?
JUST SING & DANCE WITH the friends (:

32.Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
renhui. HAHAHA.

33.If you could have any car, what would it be?
CONVERTIBLE! mathew! you know, the no roof one? when it rains have to use umbrella? haha

34.What's your favourite breakfast?
i dont take breakfast

35.How do you like your eggs?
scrambled

36.How about a tattoo?
henna will do. haha

37.What mood are you in?
shouting mood

38.What's a movie you want to see in the theatres?
secret. i know

39.If you had to live somewhere else, where would it be?
i like it here

40.What's the last four numbers of your phone number?
6540

41.How many hours did you sleep for last night?
11

42.Where will your next car ride be to?
i dont know

43.If you could live in any TV show?
POWER PUFF GIRLS. OR SPONGEBOB. I WANNA BE KRAB'S ASSISTANT (:

44.What video game do you play most?
neopets. not a gamer (:

45.What are you wearing right now?
peejays

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okay that was REALLLY long. gonna post all the pics tmr(: with sirhan&george and the gang, everything.

park royale hotel's food is good. thanks weechew.

i love east coast more when i go there with george & sirhan, compared to alone. heh.